Wish Upon Some Misery

Look here
My dear
I've lost my sense of direction
And stop please
Ignore me
I'm too sad to mention
That failure has found me
And all the words we scream out
Into the open
(But don't tell me
What I can say and do
What I like
Has nothing to do with you
Just because I act the way I do
Is no excuse
For you to think
I wish upon the misery
That alwasy trys to find me.)
I swallow
And struggle
The words Im not allowed to say
I twist
And I turn
Do you wanna see me sad today?
I laugh and I smile
And yet all the while
I hurt underneath
I hurt underneath
I smile and forget the words
I ment to say
(But don't tell me
What I can say and do
What I like
Has nothing to do with you
Just because I act the way I do
Is no excuse
For you to think
I wish upon the misery
That alwasy trys to find me.)
Forgiving
But forgetting
The things you say to me
The email
Like a snail
You creep up beside thee
Only words I know how to say
Are false.
(But don't tell me
What I can say and do
What I like
Has nothing to do with you
Just because I act the way I do
Is no excuse
For you to think
I wish upon the misery
That always tries to find me.)
And it always seems to find me...