Love Pure

I've lived a life of pain.
My soul? Blood stained
With lies, deceipt and hate.
When is life supposed to be great?
I am 32 years young
And related to the sun.
There is fire in this heart
And I am ready to start
Living a happy life
Without pain and strife.
This struggle has to end
So this heart can mend.
Dad is on the other side
While Mom still rides
This rollercoaster of grief
I just hope she doesn't leave.
The major pains in our life
Can cut deep, like a knife
But it awakens a cure
And returns with love pure