The Secret

I never seem to understand why you love me
How can one be so in love with a lie
Can't you see through false confessions
My heart has been burned black through time
My kiss can seem true inside you
But behind these eyes are pain
If you knew who I was
You'd live to hate my name
I've cried so many times
That I'm callous to a tear
I can't throw myself into one
Because I'm scared to bring you near
I know how to make you love me
I know what you need to hear
I know you'd die for my love
And this is what I fear