Nightmare

Nightmare

You’re only in my dreams
Although you don’t exist
I call it a nightmare
My conscience can’t resist
The torment that I went through
Is breaking me apart
Your innocence is killing me
I feel pain in my heart
Never had the chance to see the world with your own eyes
I took that right away from you
Never willing to compromise
I was in shock the day I knew you grew inside my belly
But fear seeped through
I never knew what I’d do
There’s no telling
I knew you’d be pulled away from me
But that didn’t change my mind
I laid in bed, that cruel, filthy bed
With no remorse of any kind
They pulled and pulled
Tears ran down my face
I prayed the pain would cease
Covered with guilt along with hurt
This hurt would only increase
Then I realized my soul was missing
That’s when I started to care
My baby was gone
My pain remained
How I wish it was just a nightmare