Heretic

The feeling that I am human haunts me. We are such failures at being alive.

I abandon you all.
I live among you.
Walking the line.
Such a thin line…

Life and death.
Love and hate.
Dream and nightmare.
I take no sides.

I love you.
I hate you.
I save you.
I burn you.

I curse this almost life.
Too tired to care.
Too dead to be alive.
Too alive to be fully dead.


Help me.
Release me.
Save me.
Kill me.

Fuck your humanity.
I don’t want it anymore.
Remove this human nature.
I am the heretic.