My Heart

I wish I could I wish I might
Have just this one wish tonight
I don't deserve my wish come true
But I can't help but wish for you


I see myself watching me
I move away from the mirror
I close my eyes and try to see
But your face fills my memory

My favorite songs make me think of you
And I know that when I close my eyes
All my dreams are filled with you
I go outside to clear my head
And your voice echos through the skies
But when I picture her with you
I can't help wishing I was dead


I watch the stars through a film of pain
My tears cloud my eyes as I remember you
You left me broken hearted
I couldn't understand why you didn't love me
I loved you with my whole heart
and you just didn't care
You never loved me
You were just leading me on,
You didn't realize you had my heart
Until I held it out to you
You didn't want me then
You threw it in my face
You never wanted my love
Why would things change so soon
And now that it's been a while
My heart has begun to heal
I can only hope the pain I caused
Will be healed and gone forever

Melodies of laughter
Fill our heads with song
You and I bot know that
We've put this of too long
You can play the music
And I will sing our song
How can love this right
Be made to be so wrong
Simple things I notice
You don't seem to care
I know where you hide
Have I been hiding anywhere?
Just because you know me
Doesn't make it right
Why won't you give in?
Instead you have to fight
My love isn't twisted
Indeed it's rather true
But I can't know your feelings
I'll sit and wait for you