...Since You

It’s 3 am, but I am sleepless,
I think of you and feel slight pain.
Because of you, my conscience’s speechless
I lost control, willpower, and brain.

For me you became an obsession
You showed me world I never knew
I lost my reserve to your passion
My sexuality matured, grew.

Yet you enjoy parties and drinking
You curse, you spend, you make great love,
You’re always centre of attention
You befriend strangers, you’re never home.

My love for you breaks all my limits
My blood flows fast when I’m with you
And often I become so jealous
I fight and go home, feeling blue.

Again and again I give you chances
And more in love I fall each time
But deep within I feel so helpless
I know you’ll never be all mine.