Loveletter

Loveletter

Will I ever know?
Will you ever return to me?
Though it feels,
as I've only just been released
I feel the tight grip,
from the leash I'm bounded by
You're holding on to me
Never led out of sight
When will you pull me back?

- Into the nothing I know
into  the world I love, hate and fear.
A place with no future
- a place I shouldn't miss -
Still, you predicted i would
I want the fucking hurt, I want the pain
captured by the dark which flows in my veins!

Let me bleed, let me crawl!
For nothing turns my heart and soul as much on,
as the dark mental suffering!

As much as this loveletter should be gone,
I just want to embrace you again.
Crawl into the arms which feels so safe
...My sweet addiction to pain

Come back to me.

Please.