Gone Cold

I can't think enough to write it
I can't feel enough to say
There's nothing in my heart I fear
To help my spirit stay

I don't feel you anymore
I cannot hear your voice
Maybe it was I who stopped
Maybe it was all my choice

But I wish I had you near me
I wish I could hold you still
I wish this nothingness within
Could somehow be filled

Because right now belief is not enough
Right now the facts don't hold
I have all the answers to every question
And yet my faith's gone cold

My attempts to find you left me blind
In no word or truth are you there
If only I could feel the text
If only I could solidify air

I don't know what it is I need
Maybe I truly do not believe
Perhaps all along what I have done
Is myself decieve