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For several weeks now I have been wriitng up an account of my forty years of research into physics chemsitry and science.

A voice spoke to me when I asked the universe a question when I was about 17 and still in high school.
The question I asked was:

'Why do things fall?'

I received a surprising non-Newtonian answer to the question.

I had other unusual experiences.

At about 21 I walked mechanically into the backyard and faced east, then the world melted away and I could not feel my body anymore as the love of the universe was supporting me. And I saw light everywhere and I knew I had discovered a profound secret about the nature of reality.
I felt unworthy of the experience and let the universe know how I felt I said: 'I feel unworthy as I am not married.'
Then the wonderful experience ended, but it was just the beginning.

Many other things happened. An experience specifically related to science happened as follows:

The end of picking-season party was raging full on but I didn't care but chose to study in bed, falling asleep with pen in hand.

In the morning the way the fog was through the trees suggested the trees had absorbed the light, and a voice spoketo me:

'It is simple, speed around determines......, matter is light slowed down.'

On another occassion I jumped a stone wall and fell to the ground more and more slowly'the opposite of what is supposed to happen' and then hit the ground softly but made a loud noise anyway.

So as I said I have written about the results gleaned from these experiences by pen and want to publish them somewhere.

Oddly, I want to buy a premium membership to get started but can't figure out where to mail the money yet.