To be whole again

You won my heart now these feelings won’t subside.  How I remember
being your blushing bride. Walking up the isle
the journey I only dreamt I would take.
Now here I am sobbing I guess  I’ve found my fate.
Even though my heart is breaking,it is still yours for the taking.
I’d still take the chance on you, and I would do it all over again if
only you knew.
My eyes well with tears, these thoughts of you
I just can’t bare. I loved everything about you,
but I can’t help but to feel cheated. Of course I’m bitter look at the way I was treated. I should have fought for you,
for all that I thought true. For everything left unsaid.
Can it be true? I would have died for you. Just so you wouldn’t feel
an ounce of pain, just so you could be with us again.
The pain is still so real, it is only you that I want to feel.
To be whole again would be to be with you.
What I would give to be whole again not sad, lonely, and blue.