Tired Tides

What do you do when you can tell
and you just want to yell
scream out
but instead you pout
cuz you abide
and feel the tide
coming in fast
knowing this ain't gonna last
but still you try
and still you cry
cuz you won't get your way
but still you stay
until you just wanna die
just give up and say goodbye
but instead you swallow your pride
and still you abide
because you know
there's no where to go
cuz you love him
and your dreams are dim
and still you cry
but you still wanna try
try to go on
but you wiegh a ton
and still you hope
and just try to cope
but don't know how long this will last
cuz the tide is coming in fast...

Now things change everyday
but still I still try to stay
but I wanna give in
Cuz i'm on my last limb
and I am crying
cuz I'm so sick of trying
and now I'm in pain
cuz there is nothing to gain
and everything to lose
and I still have no clue
on anything except that I'm a fool
and now my tears are in a pool
and now I know it isn't going to last
cuz the tide just went out so fast
and now the love is gone
from him to me
but mine is still strong
but I have to leave
I won't make him suffer anymore
but I always will with my heart tore

Cuz I love him so much
I already miss his touch
I'll love him always no matter what
even if I got the cut
so I will always cry
Because I DO want to try.