Giving Up

I don't know what to do
I just want to give up and die
Slit my wrists and hope it will work
I can't stand the pain I'm going through
So I slit My wrists and nothing happens
I take pills that I can't say the name too
I drink the blue stuff under the sink
But nothing works
I'm are still here, still alive
Still crying at night
Still acting like nothing is wrong
I just want to give up and die
Slit my wrists and hope it will end
Nothing happens but the blood drips out
I do it again and again
Day-by-day, year after year
But dear, you're still here