Hurt

She was like "hey whatever u desire.I made you and I will break you till your breathless."
Those words I read ,had me feelin unknown and worthless.Words are very strong my heart is
in so much pain ,everything I wanted to conquer has not yet be gained.The third came and I felt
that would be the day I'd make a change.But in return I was attacked by the words she used.My heart has been
opened by one strong tool.Damn am I really a fool.Someone help me.

Can you help me
Can you help me
Can you help me
Cause I need some healing

Someone once told me that the letters B.I.T.C.H meant being in total control of herself .
I've heard it so much and now I cannot control myself.
Went to sleep in my lonely litle bed ,for once Only controling my anger and rage.
I sit here crying just letting my tears drip on the page.
Paper was white and now it's baige im aching and my body is sore I can't mask my feelings any more
Matter of fact I no longer have feelings .
I'm just one lonely individual that walks this earth,In search for my heart.
Someone help me.

I promised you that i wont put you down
and that promise i gave will stay around

I get that feeling in my stomach like the one you get when you see roadkill
I'm walking down this lonely road as a ghost cause i have been killed
I feel like with you I have been through so much,and yes now i have been touched
Who have you really made into.
Someone who gathers hurtful thoughts and emotions.
Someone who is hurt and cries and keeps to herself.
Let me know cause the way someone dresses doesnt define them.
Cause the body i have been in lately sure isnt me

Take the promise i gave to you and hold it down
Bring me up cause now im in hell.