I wonder

Sitting here in this chair, thinking about you.

I wonder what you would say to me if your were here.

Wondering if you'd say everything will be alright, everything will turn out okay.

I wonder if you'd let me cry on your shoulder when times are bad.

I wonder if you'd say you're proud of me, being who I am.

I wonder if you'd hold me, and comfort me.

I wonder if you'd tell me I'm wrong, that I am good enough.

I wonder if you'd say I'm beautiful as I am.

I wonder if you'd say I am skinny enough, that my size is perfect.

I wonder if you would get rid of the spiders that show up.

I wonder if you would hold my hand when I was sad.

I wonder if you'd wipe away my tears when everything becomes unbearable.

I wonder if you'd pick me up when I'm down.

I wonder if you could love me for me.

I wonder if you'd be there for me.