The pain of love

          I sit hear thinking what may have been and what would i do differently if i could change the past. I used to look in to her eyes and think this was perfect and ment to be. When i got down on one knee and beg me her to be my wife the moment she said yes i thought i found heven. She was the love of my life i would give anything to have that moment back in my hands to keep.

          The times we shared were magical never had i ever held anyone in my arms that close. I really do not think that i will ever be able to have that feeling once agian. I knew after last chirstmas things were going down hill. The last time i seen here was a week before my birthday. If i knew it was going to be are last time together i would have held her longer.