A letter

To my dearly beloved,

I just don't know anymore. I've been so depressed lately. I need to get it out, but you are the only one I can talk to. I'm not sure, but, no one else seems to understand. They say they want to help, but they never can.

I want to say everything, but I am afraid. Afraid I'll break down and cry. Afraid you'll see me differently. Afraid you'll never look at me the same way again. Afraid. So afraid.

I want to wallow in self pity. I know it's selfish, and it will hurt me even more.

Can you help me? Can you save my life? Can you save me from falling? Falling, falling down into my grave. Please do not bury me. Keep me alive. You give my life meaning. Stay with me. Stay with me until the end.