My American Idol Sweetheart Chapter 1

Everyone is typical, I mean not everyone but majority of the teenagers nowadays would refer to themselves as a typical one. Some teenager who experiences usual love dramas, friend quarrels, lover's quarrel or even parents- daughter quarrels. Hell No. Same old days but for this one gal called "Princess B" by her close friends and colleagues, life's just simple all you have to do is perform your daily routine in the morning, prepare for school then attend classes. For a big shot like her, the best past time to do is to act as bitchy as she can be. She could be bitchy but in a bad little girl type not like something horny or whatever. This Princess B of ours might look and sound so scary, but believe it or not? She's the sweetest and loving princess a prince could ever have. Oh by the way our beloved Princess B is originally our Dear Kristen Lee.


          One sunny morning in France and the whole story already starts here. "Oh what a chill.I need air. How come it's so hot in here?" and there she comes with her other rich girlfriends Celine and Wilma. "B.. you're totally right I mean. This is France. How unpredictable the whether could really be huh?" Celine said while getting something on her 500 dollar purse freshly bought from Prada. Kristen ignored what her friend has just said and instead got surprised by the purse that her friend has. "Cool Prada... I totally love Prada, but uhh Gosh" Princess B smirks at her friend "What B?" Celine asked curiously "Compared to my mom's collection of updated fashion lines, that's nothing just a trash from somewhere outside her extravagant shop ha ha ha". Princess B brags her mom's fashion line and it's big time shop as if its her own or maybe she's just too proud of her mom?, maybe or maybe not. "That's so rude B... Stop it  hahaha " her other friend comments while spotting someone from afar. B observed her friends far spotting act and she immediately asked her "What's with you??" "There's your Prince Charming... oh my gosh B. He's totally hot. And you both are really the perfect couple ever" Wilma prompted. "HA HA HA Wil. Very funny as if you could easily get away from what you've done by complimenting me and my Geoff as the perfect couple EVER.",  B doing a letter L meaning "loser" out of her fingers. "OH comes on. I'm sorry I just really forgot the Gucci skirt that you've lend me" Wilma looking a little tensed and started scratching her scalp, totally EKK - for Princess B " Eww stop doing that.". And there comes Geoff Crawford, one of the hottest guys in town and popularly known as our Princess B's own as well. "Baby, there you are" Geoffrey just approached B and kissed her in the cheek. "Aww that's so sweet B" the other two girls teased "shut up Bitches." B shouted angrily. The bell rang - a sign that classes will already start in just a short while and so students have to go immediately to their first classes. "So is this goodbye again?" B sounding so sad in a joke manner while holding his boy's hands "As if we won't see each other between classes?" Geoff responded sounding too irritated with B's freaking sweetness. This totally irritates Geoff, well Geoff just hates everything that is sweet except B but there are times that he just couldn't stand it. "Aww RUDE ☹" B packed her things quickly and walk away but before she could be more inches away from the others, Geoff stopped her and apologized "Look. Baby I'm sorry. I'm just kidding a while ago in there" Geoff caressing B's face by his hands and held it by both hands and kissed it. B didn't reacted, usually when she's really pissed off, that would be her initial reaction towards stuff whatever it could or would be. "Come on I'm sorry. Okay. I lied. I got really irritated a while ago in there. It's just that I really hate too much sweet words. You know me, Kristen. And you're supposed to know that for we've been together hmmm.." Geoff explained and looks really upset because he's girl isn't still responding with whatever words he express. "Urgh I hate this one. I can't resist you. AWW" B put down her stuffs and hugged his Geoff as if there's no tomorrow. Geoff was obviously touched and captured by B's words and so he gave him a warm kiss and said "Well, Princess B just to remind you. We still have class and I could not afford to get late from those HA HA don't miss me so badly okay?" Geoff joked and quickly held his things to walk for his upcoming class. B is left speechless and felt more in love with her boyfriend as usual, whenever Geoff does something like that bittersweet to be exact, our Princess B just couldn't resist it. Her two other friends, Wilma and Celine noticed that their friend's thought was swept far from this world and gave her a irresistible ticles. "HA HA HA stop it you bitches". They walked together to their first class. 


          Inside the classrooms of the SautE High, it would really be obvious that this one's the source of knowledge by wealthy students from big shot families. If you're just a mediocre, and would try to merge in with these kind of people you might as well prefer to study under a tree than enter their world of extravagant stuffs and likes. Discrimination might be the right word, if you're aren't rich and tried to sink in with those unbelievable teenagers then deal with it, but if you can't there's a thing so called the door.

          "Today, we would be tackling about French Literature History and further explore you're broad knowledge towards French language." a 30- year old professor from SautE, Mrs Pattinson just said. She looks so pale because of her make- up and her fashion line totally out of everyone's world; I mean not everyone, SautE student's taste. "Yes ma'am" everyone said and brings out their books labeled French Literature Gold Edition-might be the most expensive of all editions. "UH I just don't really like her. And she's totally pale and.." B immediately looks at Pattinson's outfit that is obviously fashion from 70's - fashion disaster to make it short. "Her dress. From what jungle or rehab did she get that? TOTALLY GROSS" B looks so freaked out with her most hated teacher's outfit. Her other two seatmates aren't that close to her, might be the reason why they sat like stones and acted as if B didn't say anything. "Hi.. Hello.. You Human?" B teased rudely and her seatmates didn't react still. "Fine. As if I would die if they wouldn't talk to me. Such a loser" B thought and brings her book out. It seems that our Princess B's thoughts aren't inside this classroom but instead in planet X. "I hoped right now we're sitting together side by side. AWW. Then he would whisper into my excited ear 'I really love being with you my B'" she hardly imagines of none other than his only Geoff. Princess B got carried away so badly and she didn't realized that she was already crying out her emotions out in front of her 40 classmates " IT WOULD BE FUN. COOL. Let's be together". Ms. Pattinson got irritated and felt disrespected by this act and so she called B's attention "So Ms. Lee, what's with this drama? ha? are you messing around my class? or have intentions? If you have just get out.". B was back to normal and heard every single word that her most hated teacher ever just said to her, "OH I'm sorry ma'am. I just felt like daydreaming here in your class and so I did it. HAHA" as expected from the Princess B, she would never let the opponent underestimate her. "Oh well. You're proving me wrong right? And you want to sink into me the fact that you're really that smart and COOL, huh? Okay so. Let's see" Mrs. Pattinson challenges Kristen and looked at her cruelly as if she's about to kill her. "Then try me BITCH" B just said to herself, she could be a bitch sometimes but as much as possible she wants to graduate, so step aside extreme bitch acts first. "Okay OUR PRINCESS B. LEE.. If you're that smart could you answer me, in front of this large group, who's Brutus from the World History?" Ms. Pattinson raised her right eyebrow and tried to show B what she's got. Well as expected from our Princess B " Oh are you sure ma'am you want me to answer that?" B exclaimed sounding so concerned for the teacher itself-Bitches are really that mean so deal with it. "Ms. Lee got scared? I can't believe it. I can't even spell that sentence for me will you." Pattinson sounded really angry but "Marcus Junius Brutus was born in or about 85 BCE, as the eldest son of a Roman politician with the same name, a man who never made it to the top. Gnaeus Pompey killed Father Brutus in 78, a young general who was to become famous. The boy was educated by the half-brother of his mother Servilia, Marcus Porcius Cato, and later adopted by a relative of his mother, Quintus Servilius Caepio. To honor his adoptive father, the young man started to call himself Marcus Junius Brutus Caepio. In 59.." B's showing off was stopped when Ms. Pattinson interrupted "That's enough. Oh well Ms. Lee thanks for that smart sharing of yours. It's dismissal time class see you tomorrow. Au revoir" Ms. Pattinson looked away and egresses the room immediately. Unluckily for her, our Princess B's just as fast as a wind, our pale looking teacher was totally trapped from the claws of this stunning B of ours. "So, nice discussion a while ago in there, Ms. Pattinson" B sounded so calm yet obvious within her dark hazel eyes, it was full of wrath and anger. "I'm sorry. It's just that..." Ms. Pattinson was stopped from her drama scenario when Geoff came and approached Kristen. Ms. Pattinson grabbed the opportunity to stay away as quick as she can from Princess B. The lovers hugged each other and gave a kiss on each other's cheeks. "I've heard what just happened, B. I mean." before Geoff could finish his sentence, B interrupted him by putting her pointing finger in his mouth and said "Urgh. Crap how'd you know that "STUFF" whatever it Is called" she asked sounding as if she was the one petrified. "It's not that I'm not on your side. But baby, she's still needs respect, she's our professor" Geoff explained in a calm voice, but maybe sayings about bitches are true, they're hard to get capture if they know that they're the one who's right, could be?.  "I don't know baby, just please try to understand okay?" B picks up her things and walks with his boy, her arms chained into his. "I don't know. Maybe she's really like this. I knew up since from our childhood days that she would grow up like this. Sweet yet uneasy and too stubborn" Geoff thought and breathes deeply. Princess B has observed Geoff's silence and immediately tried to ask what's going on "Baby, Is there a problem?" she sounded so concerned and so upset for Geoff. "I don't know. Maybe I'm just tired from school works and everything" Geoff lied, usually with stuffs like this Geoff would just pretend as if nothing has happened just to make sure nothing would ruin their relationship or even a small flaws. The limo stopped in front of the Lee's pensive mansion, you could slightly compare it with a Castle, and probably it's because of its Disney Look design. "So baby I'll just see you at school okay?" Geoff says while helping B pick up her stuffs to make sure she doesn't forget anything. "Okay ☺ See you at school" she said and kissed Geoff on the cheek and walked out of the car right after. She stood for a while by the gate of their mansion and watched his guy's limo run away from her until it fades away from afar. "He could be the one or NOT?" she thought and rang the unusual doorbell they have for their mansion. Golden Doorbell to be specific, maids in here is like robots quickly moves as soon as they got the message or command.

          "Kristen." Sophia exclaimed and hugged her long time Madam since she was still little. Sophia is the sweetest and most loving maid the Lee's ever had. She was hired to be Princess B's personal maid or nanny if she ever treated her as one. And believe it or not, they're quite close even though our Princess B is a rude, she could still interact with everyone, well not everyone, it could be refer to her loving nanny, Geoff and her mom. "Urgh. OH come on Sophia. It's not like I've been to Antarctica or Planet X. Loser" as expected from our Princess B. " HA HA HA I know you well my Dear behind those rude and cruel act. You've got SWEETNESS" Sophia teased Princess B "HA HA you totally know me" Princess B replied while handing her things to her nanny and went straight to her room to take some rest or could be a nap?. Inside our Princess B's room obviously it's already usual for wealthy ones to have their intercom inside the room. It's a really pink room with touch of strawberries scent and you would definitely think on your first scanning at this room that it is definitely owned by a girly and princess- like girl just like our beloved Kristen Lee. As soon as she entered her room, she jumps into her bed feeling the soft cuddle the pillows give her. She opened the television and scanned channels yet she got fascinated by this one TV show called "American Idol Season 7". Aside from being a bitch and total spoiled rich kid our Princess B could be, she also has interest in Music, and she really has a talent in music, specifically singing. Since childhood, she was enrolled by her parents to an Opera School, wherein only wealthy applicants could afford to enroll to such high quality trainees. "Ms. Kristen, do you want me to bring this snack of yours upstairs, or you'll just come down stairs?" it was Sophia talking via the Intercom. Yet our Princess B is really amazed by this one guy who's currently performing and singing his heart out loud through the song "Imagine" by John Lennon and so she wasn't able to notice the voice from the intercom. "Ms Kristen?" Sophia asked again "Pardon, Sophia? I'm sorry! This thing entertained me. What again?" Princess B. asked but still her eyes are totally captured by the TV show she is watching. "Your food would be brought their upstairs or you'll just come down in here in just a while?". "Do you mind if you'll just bring it upstairs. Please Sophia .HAHA" Kristen pleaded and Sophia agreed and brought her food upstairs. It is already usual for Sophia to open the door loudly and as she enters Princess B's room as expected, "Sophia HUSSH. I can' afford to lose his every gesture" Princess B complained, and her eyes still focused on the guy performing. "Ms. Kristen, and who is he?" Sophia looks so curious yet our Princess B remained focus and so Sophia decided to join her and enjoy the show. Commercial break came and so Princess B decided to grab some truffles from the tray. "OH sorry. what's that again?" Princess B asked "I said who's that guy you are watching?". Kristen continued grabbing and eating some truffles and tasted the freshly made strawberry shake. "uh.. I don't even know HAHA" Kristen answered sounding so hesitant to answer. " Quick blushing', Ms. Kristen?" Sophia teased and tickled Kristen. Their laughing moment was cut when the show resumed and Sophia realized that she has something else to do "Princess B, I'll go down now. You take care there. Watching you're American Crush KIDDO" Sophia teased once again and hugged Kristen so tight. "I'm not a kid anymore and I don't crush him" Princess B responded but blushed a little. "I can feel that you're saying EE YAH." Sophia exclaimed and walked out of the door. Princess B just smiled and immediately focuses her full attention once again on what she is currently watching. From the TV: "And so once again we've got David Archuleta singing Imagine. That's it for now guys goodbye and goodnight to all. " The host ended the show. "Aww so he's name is David Archuleta. Sounds familiar yet that's not what's most important. I think he's amazing and really great. He's voice was so relaxing and I can't stop fa-" Princess B's existence returned to normal and concluded her sentence "What? Falling. My gosh! this can't be happening please. I'm 17, hot and totally Geoff's property. OBLIVIOUS B." she said to herself and lied on his bed and waited until her sleepiness comes to give her a silent nap. But she's totally bored and sleepiness isn't present that night to her dismay and so she just decided to prepare what to wear for tomorrow "I should look fabulous as always. For Geoff, for the girls out there to get green eyes on me HAHA." She rushed into her enormous closet full of signature brands such as Chanel, Gucci, Louis Vuitton, Armani, Escada, and other signature brands a big shot could have. Oh and by the way, our Princess B's most hated signature brand among all the big shot brands is Prada. The reason is totally absurd yet you now our Princess B, she's a total spoiled brat and so she still wins the talent search of becoming so full of sense even though she doesn't really. "UHH I love this Chanel. I'd love to wear tomorrow Chanel as my underwear, my necklace, my outfit, my shoe and even my headband.". She has prepared everything. Her expected outfit, shoe, accessories and other stuffs, and so she waited for her to feel sleepiness but unluckily she really can't sleep. "What's with me? I never get used to instances like this. I can't sleep? How could this be? Alrighty! Guiness  Book of Records" she thought to herself. Luckily, her boredom was hindered by a phone call, her room phone just rang. I wonder who the caller is. "Hello?" Princess B answering the phone excitedly, lucky B it was her expected call, it was Geoff Crawford. "Baby, what's up? Did I wake you up?" Crawford asked in a guilty tone "No, G. Not at all HA HA I'm not yet even sleepy" B said and added "Have you ever felt so nostalgic or what so ever in your entire life?" B suddenly asked out of the bloom. "huh? Baby? are you alright?"  "Yeah. Sorry I just asked, " B answered and felt a little ashamed of what she has asked." So see you at school then Princess B. Take a long nap for yourself. I can't want to see my morning with your beauty" unexpected from a Geoff Crawford and so B just replied " HAHA very funny" Crawford wondered suddenly " why?" "OH sorry G. I'm just not used to your sweet words. They aren't meant for you to use it on and on." B explained and sounded really touched "ha-ha I just tried it for a while. But it doesn't mean that I would be able to stay like this for a longer time. Okay?" Geoff reminded her, just to make sure everything's clear-HE"S NOT YET THE ONE WHO"S THE TYPICAL SWEET PRINCE. "FINE ha-ha See you tomorrow I love you." "I love you too" Crawford replied. And so they both hang the phone and luckily our Princess B's prince charming is the only key for her to sleep ☺


          It was a rainy day for now and Princess B just isn't a fan of this kind of Season. Our Princess B could not be as rude as you think when it rains. Or even as unexpected the rudest of all human creatures created on Earth. Usually this rainy day is an omen for our Princess B which is not that good. Probably it's because when rainy seasons starts, it's also the return of his dad in the country. 1 month a year much even better with what we have expected.
"Argh. I want to kill my self. I want to kill this crap weather. It's ruining my All in All Chanel SHOT" Princess B complained, fixing her whole feature in front of a mirror inside a high class girl's bathroom of the SautE High. "Oh come on B. Deal with it. ☺ It's God's creation and we are no power creatures to be able to stop it okay?" Wilma exclaimed, wiping the wet portions of her body due to excessive rain outside. "Yeah totally I mean B. sometimes raining isn't always a Bad Omen or something. It could be sometimes a blessing. Okay?" Celine interrupted. "SHUT UP" Princess B is really uncontrollable by anyone even Geoff couldn't stop her. "I hate rainy seasons. I'm going to see that old asshole again, my Dad. Oh come on. Don't tell me I didn't just say that." Princess B shouted sounding really pissed off probably because of the weather. Lucky Celine and Wilma, our Princess B's phone rang and it was a call from her mom-oh well appreciated. "Hello Mom?" Princess B answered the phone sounding really excited to hear her mom's voice after 1 month or more. "My Princess. OH how's my Princess?" Mrs. Lee replied sweetly. You know she's always like that calling her already 17- year old daughter a "princess" or a little girl. Well it could also be the reason why our Princess B is such a spoiled brat. .Har har. "Mom, I'm fine. Here at school with Celine and Wilma as always and as expected HAHA " Princess B exclaimed and added, "UHH you know what Mom? I'm wearing your latest fashion line trend ha-ha ☺ everyone is totally envy of me ". "Oh baby doesn't be too boastful okay. But I'm sure those looks good on you, right?" her mom sounding so sweet and nice as always. "OH well what can I say. I'm Mersachi's daughter as always and will ever be☺" Princess B loves complimenting her mom. She thinks that her mom is already the most amazing and deserving human to be proud of. "Oh well I have to go now my Princess. Be good okay. So I'll see you later? With Dad?" to Mrs. Lee's dismay, as soon as her daughter her the phrase "with Dad" from her mom's voice she hanged the phone. "Why'd you do that?" Celina asked and looks so curious "Oh I think I lost signal ha-ha" Princess B is not really good in making excuses. "Yeah right" Celine exclaimed, knowing Princess B for about forever she knew that it's about her one and only Dad. "Whatever. Let's just go to class". And so they went as usual to their classes together. As soon as Princess B entered the room, everyone becomes so quiet, it's like a demon or a monster just entered the room. But most probably, the reason could be only one thing, she's the Princess B and princesses need respect from lower ones. It's not that her classmates are lower than her it's just maybe a little. "What's with these guys?" she thought to herself even though she's more aware of the true reason, SHE"S PRINCESS B. As usual, same old story, classes and discussions are really boring. Oh and not to mention her favorite French literature, oops I'm being sarcastic, our beloved Ms. Pattinson changed a lot after the terror incident with her ever loved student Princess B. LEE, she has became loose to everyone. At least our Princess B's cruelty and bitchy act has done something good for the benefit of the majority. Our Savior ☺.

          3 hours of French Literature, 3 hours Poetry Class and one class to go and the dismissal would finally say "WELCOME". The last class for our Princess B's schedule would be Music; luckily it was her favorite so it could lighten up her mood for the rainy season. In music classes of SautE, most students really enjoy this class for they have what so called Big Brothering. They could do whatever they are pleased to, and could even sleep if they don't feel like doing anything on the current class. As expected, as soon as our Princess B entered the music room, she would really prefer staying alone in the piano while playing her favorite musical piece, Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. This song was suppose to be their theme song, Geoff- Kristen, yet there's something inside in Kristen that whenever she sings and plays this song, different someone is running off her mind on and on, she just couldn't recognize who it is. It's normal with her whenever playing the piano, she would just suddenly feel nostalgic and probably don't know why she's feeling like this often. After a while, she suddenly loses reality and came to see fantasies and imaginations from beyond. Princess B. looks so young in this scenario in her childhood days and she's got a friend beside her. A guy friend, to be specific, and he's totally a good singer. He used to sing since he was 8, according to Princess B's memory of him. They look really happy whenever they both stay on that piano once in a while. Our Princess B singing while this anonymous friend of hers is playing the piano while singing. The face of the guy wasn't really clear, could be because it was already 9 years ago or she just really forgot about this childhood friend of hers and made him vanish from her memories. After a while, Princess B got back to present again, she realizes that it was her unknown childhood friend that kept her from feeling the sound of every keys that she presses in the piano. Two reasons entered her mind, First, Maybe because she misses this anonymous friend of hers or Second, which is not that pleasant after all, FOR HER, 'cause she has a boyfriend already, She misses him and was already in love with this guy since they we're little. But the problem is, she really can't remember this anonymous prince. Someone was behind Princess B and covered her eyes after touching the hand of the unknown owner she knew that it was his Geoff. "Geoff, I knew it was you" Princess B. exclaimed sounding really excited and happy  "OH how'd you now?" Geoff asked curiously "Because I love you?" Princess B teased, and Mr. Geoff already flashing his most pissed off reaction, here comes his boiling point, I guess? "Okay I'm sorry ☺ it's just that I'm really like this usually. Well, all of the time." Blair explained and showing a very upset emotion on her face. She not usually like this, she's really cheerful and has never felt so down, yet this one creature standing before her thinks she' s too sweet, which is totally great, unfortunately, for our dear Geoff it was totally out of his system. Geoff remained silent but felt Kristen's empty silence and tried to lighten up the situation by cracking up a joke "HA HA Lover's quarrel again huh? Isn't that great?" but Princess B didn't mind and just kept on playing the piano as if no one's there. "Oh Come on! Baby I'm sorry again! I apologize." Geoff pleaded, almost half- kneel in front of the playing heart- to - get princess, but still there's no respond from her-It's quiet obvious that she is really upset. After those cold treatments, Geoff walked away from his girl and just pretended that nothing bad happened. B felt so alone and sad, she just couldn't say a word to her Geoff 'cause of the reasons that she was really hurt of the fact that Geoff still couldn't accept the real her. "I wish that I wasn't that sweet, but this is the real me. Why can't he just accept it?" she thought to herself and as the school bell rang, she quickly packs her things and went straight to her waiting limo outside the campus.
          Princess B's a very unemotional type of person even though she's really that sweet. It's just that maybe she hates being so emotional, probably because emotional ones are usually judged as weaklings. HELL NO! Of course our Princess B isn't one of those losers. As soon as she got home, she tried to go straight to bed without even talking to anyone, even with Sophia. Sophia noticed Princess B's silence and so she tried to talk to her "Do you want to talk about it Kristen?" Kristen just looks down and didn't say anything. "Okay, I think I'll just prepare some things downstairs." Sophia excused, to leave Princess B alone by herself and have some quiet time, which she really needs. But before Sophia could even walk out of the door Kristen said quickly "Thanks☺" and gave her a warm smile. Sophia smiled back and gave her a kiss on the forehead and headed downstairs. It was the first time in her whole life that she really felt depressed, maybe it's not like she's dying or something it's just that even though she tries to be the best, she just can't be the one. After a while, Kristen opened her television to cut her silence and instead enjoy watching TV. Obviously as always, she switched the TV channel on Star world, where American Idol usually airs. Luckily, she's just on time, the show just started and David Archuleta is the first performer to sing. She got focused again with the TV, it usually happens whenever Archuleta is the one performing. "I don't know with myself. Why am I so? Obsessed? Eww for the world but I think it's the appropriate word to use" Princess b thought feeling uncomfortable already when she realized her actions. And so Archuleta's performance ended and before his other co- contestant's performance, the host interviewed him. "So David, how's that performance for you?" the host asked sounding really amazed with Archuleta's performance. "I don't know. I think it was terrific and i hope my fellow contestants would also do their best." Archuleta humbly answered with a voice of an innocent man ever. "So Simon what can you say? HA HA" the host asked one of the judges named Simon, the British one. "For his age, I would honestly say. You're indeed terrific! Congratulations David Archuleta" Simon compliments Archuleta, giving him a crooked smile. And so Princess B turned off the TV and lied on his bed for a time to reflect. I THINK? "OH MY GOSH. What's happening? I Really don't know it already" she thought to herself "Why am I so addicted to him. It's like I've already known him for so long. I think since childhood then?" she added and shakes her head intensely. She really hates instances like this, instances wherein she got curious but can't even think of a way to get out of it. For a long time ago, she wasn't able to write on her diary, or I mean, "DIDN'T". It's just that she doesn't feel like sharing anything to her diary 'cause it's just too corny or she's just lazy writing senseless happenings about her. But this time, she is totally into it, writing emotions? Is this our Princess B?

Dear Diary,
    Okay? Just to remember you, first of all, I'm not an emotional person for writing here on you. It's just that maybe I need someone who could listen to me. Sophia could be one, but it's just that I just hate expressing emotions towards others, OH well except for my mom and Geoff. Argh! why did I even try to write his NAME, it just makes me feel even worse. Speaking of that TOTAL ASSHOLE, whom I really love and the most important thing to me right now, I got really upset with him. It's not like he tortured something or me, oh well torture could be the appropriate word, COULD BE! He just couldn't accept the fact that I'm way too sweet for him. I mean, "HELLO" what's the problem with being sweet? You know. Everyone  here on earth prefers sweets rather than bittersweet. Oh CRAP! I didn't just say that. It's just I don't already know what he wants me to be like. I can't stand being so stiff for so long or even attempt to show him that I don't care if though I really care. He makes me want to shout and say "AU REVOIR GEOFF, But I still love you. Je t'aime! Don't leave me!!" Gosh it makes me want to throw up. It's even worse than me. What a typical drama and I couldn't stand it at all.

          I think our Princess B is already finished with her "crying out her emotion" session, 'causes she already closed the diary but  "I think I should also add to this floppy crap I'm obsessed?!! With that Archuleta "thing" whoever he is." She said herself and opened the he journal again for the second time, even worse!

Oh Diary,
  I forgot something to tell you. I think EWW hate the word, I'm obsessed with this singing guy on TV. He's name is David Archuleta, oh well he's a cutie and a really talented guy. He's even a down- to - earth guy unexpected from him, it's not that I'm already passing judgments about him without knowing him, but I just think that he's too good to be true?! Oh my what am I saying? I shouldn't be saying this. I mean I have a boy friend B-O-Y-F-R-I-E-N-D to be exact. I kind of need a little reflection towards this guy, he makes me want to scream, like what've just said from my past entry about TOTAL ASSHOLE. Maybe we've already known each other for so long, I mean, whenever I watch him on TV, someone's telling on my mind that I've already known that guy for so long. As if we're childhood friends or even childhood sweethearts ( AWW what am I saying?"). But my big question is, "HOW COULD THAT HAPPEN? US?!" It's totally unbelievable, I don't even know him; and I he doesn't even know I exist? I think. WEIRD. I think I'm already sounding so absurd. I hate it. I hate myself. I hate what's happening to me. Oh well I hope that one day, we'll finally meet if it would even happen. FOR THE FIRST TIME I said the word "wish". I remember in my entire life, I never said that word to myself even though when I was a child, OH ! Crap! I just remember. Except of the times when I'm with my mysterious childhood friend. Yeah ! to make things clear, he's my childhood friend who is really a great singer, in fairness he has potentials, but too bad when I imagined him and me being together, I can't even see his face clearly. OH MY FREAKING GOSH! This has made me wonder! Could my anonymous childhood friend be DAVID ARCHULETA?!" oh I'm not buying that one. But everything sounds really linked. The piano and the voice really sound strange to me.

                                                                                        XOXO,
                                                                                          平壤 LEE

          Someone downstairs called out our Princess B's name "Kristen, princess! Dad and I are home!" Mrs. Lee shouted from downstairs. After hearing this omen, Kristen's mood changes to the worst one "CRAP! He's back and I'm going to die!" She decided to fix herself up to impress his one and only asshole dad and make him realize that even without him, he's daughter grew as the best she could be. Kristen decided to approve on the Gucci ALL in ALL, her dress, accessories, shoe, purse and even her never ending hair band. After 10 minutes, she was able to fix herself up as usual. Oh well what can we say; she's a total operator and expertise when it comes to fixing up. She slowly walks downstairs, walking through the grand carpet of their extravagant long stairs. Princess B looks even more beautiful than ever, she's just like one of the Princesses of the world, never ugly, never pretty for she is more than that. After seeing her, her Dad couldn't say anything that would make sense, but after a short while, he's mind is back to reality, ready to face his daughter. "My princess!" Mr. Leone Lee exclaimed sounding really excited to touch her daughter. He hugged her tightly and kissed her on and on sweetly "Dad!!" Princess B sounds so irritated and embarrassed. "Oh come on Princess. It's just that your daddy misses you" Mr. Leone held her daughter a expensive gift he bought freshly from Utah for her daughter. "What's this, Le-I Mean dad?" Princess B asked curiously, opening the gift wrapped by a golden pink lace and obviously pensive wrapper labeled "FABULOUS". Princess B thought the gift was amazing but couldn't say anything for her dad might misinterpret her actions; she hates showing acknowledgement, anger or even sweetness to her dad. She just hates her dad badly. "So Princess, what can you say?" Mr. Lee sounded really excited for her daughter's response "aww I think I was awesome" Princess B answered in a sweet voice but deep inside she's totally a big fat liar, she hates everything about his dad even stuffs from him OKAY! And due to Mr. Lee's gladness of what he's just heard from his daughter, he hugged her again so tight as if she's still a cuddly baby girl he has. "ASSHOLE ASSHOLE ASSHOLE. Stay away from me" she thought to herself and her face flashes a really angry face without his dad noticing it. She noticed her mom watching their dramatic scene on going, and she quickly runs into her mom and hugged her sweetly just like a child. "Mom, I'm so happy to see you" Princess B exclaimed sounding really happy unlike from his Dad's arrival, just nothing. "I have something for you my dear Princess!!" Ms. Lee looking for something inside her enormous Chanel paper bag and she just took out an expensive make up kit. "Oh wow mom! You're so great! I love make ups" as expected from our dear Princess B. "as expected from you Princess" Mrs. Lee kissed her daughter on the cheek and tapped her at the back. That time it was already 11 in the evening and it's time for our Princess B's bedtime session, and so she said farewell to her parents, well more sincere to her mom as expected. "Bonnuit MAMA" she greeted her mom and kissed her on the cheek. And looks at his dad insincerely smiling "Bonnuit Dad" and hugged him tightly, flashing a crooked smile without any emotion. And so she runs upstairs and goes directly to her room. She sleeps like an angel, so quiet and petite, and our beloved B unexpectedly had a wonderful dream.
Our Princess B is seated on the audience seat, while watching a performer sings "Your Guardian Angel". The song is actually dedicated to her, according from the performer "This song is dedicated for my childhood friend that I've been longing to see" the performer confessed to the large group of viewers watching him. "When I see your smile.................................... I will never let you fall" he sings. And immediately fetch Princess B from her seat and asked her to stand with him in the center stage. "Why?" Princess B asked curiously, having a little blush on her face. "It's because I wanted everyone right in this venue to know, how important you are to me, how long I've been waiting for this moment to finally arrive. And how long I've been longing to give you this" And the anonymous Prince Charming gives Princess B her FIRST KISS. Indeed, our Princess B hasn't experienced her first kiss in her entire life. Not even with his first and maybe last boyfriend Prince Geoff. After the first kiss she's ever had, everyone begins to vanish away and even his Prince Charming is already fading away little by little until her mind comes back to reality as she wakes up. Princess B felt good as soon as she woke up, as if someone has made her day really awesome. It was weekend in France, and so everyone has no classes and works to do and so they could whatever they want. "I feel like shopping" Princess B thought and quickly went to the bathroom to fix herself up. She dressed like a princess as always and wore her favorite hair band. As she walks downstairs, there she saw his dad playing the piano, and Mr. Lee never changed, he's still the greatest pianist of the family as expected. Princess B was amazed even a little with his dad's skills in playing the piano, but because of the hatred she feels for him at the moment or even forever, she refused to compliment him and instead walks directly to the dining room, but before she could possibly continue on her way, his dad noticed her. "Princess, would you mind?" Mr. Lee heading his daughter beside her to come and watch him plays more. "Dad I have some thing else to do as of this moment" Kristen complained sounding so irritated with his dad's invitation, she feels really uncomfortable when only her and Mr. Lee is home. Her mom went away early for a fashion line ramp. "That could be really important, well, see you later my Princess" Mr. Lee sounding so upset and started playing the piano all over again, playing the piece "Moonlight Sonata". "Sorry dad" an insincere apology from our Princess B. "Asshole I'm sorry I don't have time for this stupid father- daughter bonding, and besides I hate you" she thought to herself. She sat on her favorite portion of the dining table and ate her favorite breakfast; one French toast together with a glass of Freshly squeezed Strawberry juice. After having her heavy breakfast, she straightly walk into her limo and commanded the driver to drop her in Plantae Mall, one of the big time malls you could ever find here in Paris, only wealthy countrymen and countrywomen could usually attract this place of wealthiest. "As always so cold in here, luckily, I brought my expensive Gucci pink coat. How cool it is" Princess B said to herself while getting something on her bag, a phone ringing. "Hello" Princess B sounded really happy unlike from the other day, she's totally upset with everything and with everyone. "Baby, let's talk" Geoff pleaded sincerely and really sounds so concerned with what's happening. " Well, you know me, you know I can't resist you" Princess B replied sweetly and added "Would you mind, giving me a company for shopping, baby?". "OH baby that would be really awesome. And it is my pleasure to serve you my Princess" unexpected from Geoff once again "There you go again, I don't want to have higher hopes compared from before, we'll just fight again, baby" Princess B reminded "Okay I'm sorry again. So see you for lunch?" Geoff confirming their plan, "We'll see" Kristen hung the phone and gives a sweet laugh, most likely a sound of a princess's laugh. And so while waiting for G. our Princess B walked around the extravagant mall for a while to scan interesting stuffs that she's into; clothes, accessories, genuine jewelries but she saw something unexpected. Her face flashes shock with a little blush as usual whenever David Archuleta is involved. Okay, it's just a poster of David Archuleta, and this one's a total zoom, and you could see his face clearly and even cuter than in televisions. "He's face is too familiar to my memory. How come?" Princess B wondered while staring in front of Archuleta's poster. She's completely captured by Archuleta's unusual face, 'cause she has never seen a guy as cute and as hot (maybe?) as Archuleta. And also her entry from her diary the other night came into her mind again, that maybe Archuleta could be her long lost childhood sweetheart. But the fact that Geoff and she had been childhood friends too for a long time made her doubt a little. Yet everything isn't that clear too, Geoff could sing but couldn't play the piano well unlike the mysterious friend that made her curious a day ago. Her wondering was stopped when her childhood sweetheart finally came "Baby!" Geoff shouted from afar and ran towards his girlfriend and kisses her warmly in the cheek. "Aww that's terrific?" Princess B caressed her boyfriend's soft face and whispered in his ears "Let's go?" and they walked while holding each other's hands and vanished as they walk a distance in the mall.