She had been getting away. She was sure. So why was she dying? |
She was full of pain- -(painburningstabbingrippingtearingbloodpain)- -and she had been running and- -(please don't let the monsters get me, pleasedon'tletthemonstersgetme) - -she had been getting away- -(she was sure, SURE, but WHY was there STABBING) - -slowly, but surely. Her footsteps had splashed in the water at the bottom of the corridor- -(it was wet, but the burning, makeitstopmakeitstopmakeit MAKE IT) - -but now her feet were not moving. She was stuck, a prisoner- -(in her own mind, alone with the tearing, alone in this world where everything was washed red) - -unable to escape. She struggled, struggled until- -(the blood. Redslicksweetbitterlifeflowing FLOWING down) - -she gave up, letting sharp needles of pain stab her body. She lets her body go limp and- -(i'mnotherei'mnothere, please god, don'tletmebehere) - -something that might have been a whimper curls pathetically from her throat. Dazedly, she realizes that- -(she's dying, she's really dying! Or, is she already dead) - -she still isn't sure- -(whywhenwhatWHYHER) - -how this happened. She doesn't dwell on it long because she has to fight it- -(but won't. they knew. Knew she nevernevernever) - -but she doesn't know what she's fighting and she thinks- -(it was really a lost cause anyway) - -that she knows what it's like to be truly alone. And,- -(she's knows it's sick that she wants this)- -she lets the lights go out. (Forever.) |