A Fool In Love

I never knew love could cause so much pain until he hurt me...

It's like my heart was torn into a thousand and one pieces

I never knew love could cause so much pain until he hurt me...

It's like he roughly ripped my heart from my chest, then cruelly stamped on it

I thought love was all joy and peace until he hurt me...

Everyday I wake up with the pain, every night I go to sleep with the pain

Will this heartache ever end?

If only he knew how I feel, what I really feel inside...

Maybe it would change the way he feels inside

I don't know...

It's hard to wake up everyday knowing I'll have to face him at school...

Knowing he'll never touch me like he used to,
Knowing he'll never hold me like he used to,
Knowing he'll never kiss me like he used to...

It hurts even more to know he's touching her like he used to touch me,
He's holding her like he used to hold me,
He's kissing her like he used to kiss me...

Some days, it's okay... other days the pain becomes unbearable...

How could he do this to me?

He told me he loved me
He told me he cared for me
He told me he would never hurt me...

Was I a fool to believe him?

Was I a gullible idiot to have faith on every single word he ever told me?

Probably...

A fool in love...that's me

How I wish I never felt this way...

How I wish I could just move on easily...but I can't

I just can't...

So everyday, as I see him, I plaster a big grin on my face as I greet him and ask him how his day was...

I make jokes with him and laugh along to his...

But inside I'm crying

Inside I'm slowly dying

I want to scream out, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME!!!

I want to hit him; kick, punch, and slap him until he's in as much pain as I am...

He told me he loved me
kick, punch, slap

He told me he cared for me
kick, punch, slap

He told me he would never hurt me...
kick, punch, slap

until he's in as much pain as I am...

he's touching her
kick
holding her
punch
kissing her
slap
If only he knew how I feel
what I really feel


Its hurts so much...why does it hurt so much? I wish it didn't hurt so much...