This deals with my life after hurricane katrina |
Obliviousto the universe She sat alone in the dark No place more to run Trapped, in a world she doesn't know For a moment in time Everything in her life has stopped Leaving her alone to fall asleep in the dark Lost in a world She once thought she knew The shattered pain she felt inside And the painful faces of others Lost in this place Confused and cognizant all together Only wanting to be woke So she can find what she lost She had searched so hard for her hearts desires But never found it Because she looked in all the wrong places At all the wrong times When she realized what she had lost It was too late she had already lost everything And everything she held dear Is missing Not wanting to face her life She tries to stay asleep Hoping to end her pain Before she is awake No one is really cognizant of life Till it's gone, just like she never realized hers till now Alone in the dark she'll stay Till life is once again easy to bear Holding a front, to hide her frozen life Regretting what she never used And the people she'll never know And perhaps never see them again This part of her life as come and passed Just so fast. It's to hard to comprehend That she'll never be home again She'd rather forget that hurt for mourning her loss Never seeing the people she never got close too All the memories of life; gone What do you do when all you know is washed away? And you can't take it back How do you make it better, when nothing will? How do you go one living your life? It kills her inside to know There's no place left to run A tattered heart that no matter what Just can't be mended Not after all she's seen and lost Traumatized with images still fresh in her mind If the world can take your life away Why can't they give it back? She can't even look in the mirror Because she doesn't see herself anymore If she ever had a heart and soul She lost it in the water that Took her love away For now she is frozen in time Till her heart can accept the loss Hoping to forgive herself For the life she didn't live Life as we know it will change Nothing will be the same You can't turn back if you Follow the bunny down the hole When life is over It never seems like you can break through the ice For now she remains lost and asleep Till she is rescued from the dark pain, Of reality. |