My Saviour

I sit alone in this chair
Watching the world just pass me by
It's the only time I can be myself.

My friends are all so great,
I feel so close to them yet so far from them.
They think they know me well,
But they know nothing at all.

What lies behind the smiles and the laughter
Is nothing but a black hole that's impossible to fill,
No matter how hard i try it just gets bigger and deeper.

For once, when i say 'Oh, im fine'
and smile sweetly,
I want someone to turn to me,
look me in the eye
and say..

TELL ME THE TRUTH.

That would be the day everything became clear
Finally, I'd have someone to help me
Save me.
From life
From my fears
From myself.

I long for someone to take me under their wing
To tell me it'll all be all right
For someone to be there for me
Instead of me always being there for everyone else.

For now,
The helper that everyone knows and turns to,
Needs your help...