my apologies

         When you talk I listen, never getting distracted from one of our conversations. I know you pretty well just by the way you smell; I know where you've been just by looking at you grin. I even know what you want just by listening to you talk; sadly, it needs to stop. We've become close friends for this time we've spent together, and we are both lonely searching for an answer. What we have here my dear is not our answer even though it is what you are after. Regretfully, I don't feel the same and I am partially to blame. Its not that I don't love you; it's just that we've grown together and I do not want to hurt you. I am not the guy for you, but ill be here for you. Even when everyone else seems to be ignoring you; just remember I am always listening to you.