A School Boy's Crush

When you walk pass me my heart skips a beat, and continues beating loudly. You smile at me, and I can't help but look away and blush violently. You say Hi to me I began to breathe heavily and I don't know what to say. All I can do is grin slightly and you'll laugh and smile knowing my secret is true; I have a crush on you. But I don't know what to do, to convince you that my crush is the truth.
           Why is it so hard to communicate with you, and every time I do it doesn't seem to make any sense to you? Yet when you want to talk to me I can't hear everything you say because you speak so soft and nervously.  What could it be causing us all this grief and agony? 
         My head keeps spinning try to figure out what to do; what to do about you. I am lost and confused with all these feelings I cannot express. With everything I do, ends in failure and misery because I can not talk to you. Seeing you for the first time in the day; mess me up and I forget what I am to say.          
         All of our conversations seem to end the same, with you smiling and slowly walking away. Not just one time, but through out the day, so I know u too have something to say. Why do we have to play this game if we both want the same, yet I don't know if what we both feel is real? 
         But I know what I feel and there is something about you, so ill continue to do my faulty way of communication to get across to you and hopefully one day it will eventually get through. Even if that means, I have to write a silly little poem for you because that seems to be my only way of expressing my thought and feelings for you.
         What has a crush got to do when everything I do; does not get through to you. When I get to see you, I get the butterflies jumping just to meet you. When I speak with you, my heart starts beading and I don't know what to do. Just by seeing a little glance of you I start spinning just at the thought of you.
         I would do anything for you; just seeing your pretty face I know I'll always adore you. But what am I suppose to do, when everything I do to get to know you doesn't get through. Why oh why do I have this must I crush on you? Just by seeing you I get a strong feeling of needing you. Why on why must I crush on you.
         What has a crush got to do when everything I do; does not seem to make you feel the same. When I see you with another dude I get jealous and feel ashamed that I had this silly crush on you. But deep down inside I know what I must do slowly but surely ill forget my crush on you.
         I would have done anything for you; just thinking of you I know I'll always have feeling for you. But what am I suppose to do, when everything I do seems to have no effect on you. Why oh why must I keep falling for this little crush on you. Just wanting you; I get a strange feeling for you. Why oh why must I crush on you.