exuberance

The oddity of missing you
Your words are my drug
What is it about you?
Maybe it's the way you make my cheeks ache
From making me laugh
Or how you make me smile when I'm down
That warmth I feel when you're around,
It's like we've known each other for years
What I never got from someone else
Not all from one person
The oddity of missing you
So special in an innocuous way
I'll focus on the oddity and innocuity
Forget all about the missing you and specialness
Because the exuberance I feel from being around you
Is far too frightening