Love

I've been hurt too many times to care now.

I wish I could start over completely.

With every heart break and everytime I cry myself to sleep over some stupid boy I become a little more numb. Will I ever not be able to love? The thought hurts more than anything. The good side of one day being completely numb is the crying will stop and I could be happy, right? I don't know anymore.

I don't want to get hurt anymore but if someone's going to do it I want them to do it now, when it won't hurt anymore than the pain I already feel. The pain that pulses through out my body with every breath.

He's all I have left.

He's the only thing keeping me from giving up on love completely.

I don't know what I would do with out him.