an item dedicated to one of my dearest friends.... |
you killin me softly baby why cant you see me? am i that unimportant to you? we supposed to be best friends but you...just cant see cant see how much i love you i loved you from the start, but my pride kept me away i put up this image...that i was hard, that i dont need nobody.... but deep down...i crave i hunger for your touch to feed my pleasures enter my body and stroke my soul feeding the fire that burns deep within my mind every time i see you and your beautiful smile... im going insane... youre like a forbidden fruit, one i want to touch to taste to sample but you tempt and taunt me when you flash and flaunt in front of me lookin like a hershy kiss that i wanna kiss and kiss and kiss... them sexy puppy pout lips. the way you walk with that swagger swingin your hips like you got weights attached to your thighs your bodys a blessin to my eyes baby what? you dont see what its doin to me? and you got the nerve to ask me whats wrong like it aint that obvious and you get mad when i say i dont know but thats it...i dont know i dont know when youre gonna see me...for who i really am and when we talk...it hurts that...you talk about someone else you havent known them kids for a month and you say you in love but we been thru thick and thin and im just a friend. and you get so upset when they hurt you so i stay by your side to help you cause i hate to see you cry. you say we connected... when im sad youre sad when youre mad im mad but you still cant see? cant see me and how i want to tear my heart open to make you happy? its just not enough for you im still battlin in my head if my infatuation is love or lust with you kuz man...the thoughts in my head when i see you... when i hear your voice i imagine your moan i feel your touch and imagine it all over my body smell your scent and savor the rush i get and if you knew all those dreams i had were about you. man...you just dont know how much i want to share my life with you share my lust with you kuz you dont know nan nigga that can do it like me lmao so im invisible to you you can see right through me...? stop lookin past and meet me half way right in the pit of my maddness so you can see what i can give you and how i can love you so i can stop being invisible. |