the EVIL one

Entry #1          
6:06 pm/April 18, 2008
i hate you.
so do i.
i was just thinking about me, Angelica.
I was thinking of US.
when we were Young. And Happy.
the world is facing their back to us Angelica.
I know.
We have to stay together.
This is out secret.
your my only friend.
stay together.
we cant leave each other.
we are one.
but our minds, different worlds.
your speaking from the inside.
let it out, let your hands type away.
be like you are abused.
i am trapped inside.
i AM abused.
by myself.
i have let myself down.
my hand has its own mind.
i have no control.
let my hands fly.
the keyboard's sound is music to me.
whoever is reading this.
dont be scared.
this is just my life.
OUR life.
And i am going to give my life to you now.
OUR life to you now.
You control your destiny.
You control OUR destiny.
To read this or not.
If you stop here, you stop.
If you wish to continue, then dont stop reading.
it's scarier then Satan and Hell.
And its too late to turn back.
Because.
You are.
WE ARE.
ALREADY.
In.
HELL.