Thoughts in my head

Sitting in my room thoughts collide with the truth.

Dreams fade into nothing. Whispers of the heart are silent.

What to think..What do all suddenly becomes a mystery.

Who's to help me face the truth?

Who will help me understand?

Nobody can. It's something i have to do on my own.

Don't even know where to start.

I'm all confused.

They say I will be fine. They say I need to talk about it.

But I can't. The words I want to say don't come out.

I'm star-struck. Star crossed...

Don't ask me what I mean.

I won't tell you..I don't even know myself.

They make it seem easy but in truth it's not.

Words seem small.

Promises seem completely empty.

This is my life. Hard yeah I know.

Not as hard as others but I live it.

But the thoughts in my head are echoing. Seemingly endless.

Dreams fading away..Me powerless to stop it.

It seems within my reach but I find myself running away.

Can't stop the thing I've become.

Faking a smile to make it through the day.

This is who I've turned into. I think about it all the time

But it's become just another thought in my head.

Just another endless echoing thought in my head.

I can't erase the things I've said the things i did.

I can't take back the things I wish I could.

I can't fix the broken.

I can't change the thoughts I've got.

Seems like a confusing life I live...

Yeah it is.
My mind overflows..I don't like to talk about it.

But right now talking seems like the answer...

So maybe it's better to talk rather then keep the thoughts inside my head...