sword

I cannot describe the pain I feel,
No matter how I wish, it was not real,
The void that nothing can fill,
Is now too big to seal.



I have hurt someone I love far too much,
Using her to release my anger and grudge,
Deep into her my sword of hatred lodged,
Before the innocent was even able to dodge.



By the time, I realize it was too late,
My sword was lodged too deep to take,
Now every struggle that I make,
Is just another great mistake.



Regret is what I feel for all that I have done,
The ghastly red liquid that drips form my sword will never be gone,
Happiness there is none,
I feel like I lost even though I won.