My Wish of Never

Seeing you in every breath and every memory,
Wishing I could just cut you out,
Not being able to move on to someone else,
Like a wave crashing down on me,
You're still standing there laughing,
Waiting for the next move I'll make,
Wondering where my continuing life will take me,
Away from you I hope and dream,
Shadows crossing tenderly to unveil a mask of sudden truth,
Delirious it takes it root,
Finding you and finding me and throwing us away,
Gracefully prances with shruddering facts that make me tremble in your wake,
No longer can I sit around seeing the world crash down,
You in all I know, your face worse than a blizzard snow,
Get out, away from I tell you,
Alone in my life is all I want now,
That's what you've done and that's what'll happen,
The next time I see you...when I see you.