The Choice

Preparing.
Living.
Breathing. In and out. Slowly.
Dreaming of tomorrow
Remembering yesterdays.
Stuck in today.
Trying to balance.
Dreaming again.
Roses.
Hazy.
Heart bursting.
Clear.
Windows.
Numbers.
Fancy suits.
Nothing at all.
Behind a desk.
Hands in the dirt.
Babies.
Macchiatos.
Tree pose.
Car exhaust.
One or the other.
Both.
Dreaming big.
Wanting all.
Piercings.
Books.
Men.
Happily single.
Sex. Or not.
Living then dying.
Not living.
Breathing clear.
Smoke filled air.
Wanting out.
To be held tightly.
All or nothing.
I chose.
All.
Then nothing.
Creation.
Controlled.
Lost in memories.
Wanting out.
Can I.
NO.
Yes.
Please.
Your opinion.
Really?
No way.
Well perhaps.
I should.
I can’t.
I can.
Did I want to.
I did.
I like it.
Not tomorrow.
Yesterday?
Never.
Today.
Breathe.
In and out. Repeat.