dark abyss

My mind and heart are both shattered and broken no lightat all. No one knows who i am as a person as i am no more than a empty shell. People look down and ridicule me daily. I don't blame them I would ridicule me to if I was able to. I hate everything about me and about the world. I have learnt that the earth is a cold and lonely place where people are so self absorbed that they don't realize whats really going on around them. I have learnt to be apathetic thus to not let the insults bother me but as a result I don't care about myself either. The only reason I am here now is to say that I did not do what everyone thought I would if not for my somewhat defiant attitude I probbably would have. However no one would ever notice. As they are all to attached to themselfs to notice me unless it is an isult or two.