Mind Rape

I stand on a corner surrounded by the mist rolling by
Just wanting to return home, a desire to be within myself
A figure floats up to me and takes my hand gently
A face shadowed by the veil of mystery
I'm sorry sir, I don't believe I know you
I watch as a smile slowly slides across his face
On the contrary my dear, you have known me all your life
His grip tightened around my wrist and he smirks an evil grin
I am everything you have ever loved
He whispered sharply into my ear
And everything you'll ever regret
Suddenly, my world is spinning
My body is thrashed about
Manhandled into a deserted ally
Thrown into the cold concreate beneath my feet
He hovers above me, breathing in my fear
My dear, I am your love
Your desire
Your pain
A surge of agony penetrates my body
I can feel the wave pounding against my brain
My every instinct is gone
And my mind is dulled into a numbness
A sudden strike of torment to my brain shakes me to reality
Thoughts starting to race
No...please...no...
I let out a silent scream, people just walk by
They can't see me, oblivious to my destruction
I clench my eyes tight
Please....please....
And open them with an exasperated gasp
Staring into the depths of the darkness in my room
My head pulsates in pain and my mind spins
Realizing I'm surrounded by the comfort of a familiar surrounding
I breathe a sigh of relief and touch a hand to my head
Taken aback, and my stomach sinks
As the moonlight reveals his mark branded into my skin.

-2006