A girl in the train,love,losing her is like 'the world is not enough'.A adverse society. |
7:30 AM Railway station Sadhin reached early at the station.His destination is a college.his college, located in another district.'inter city',the train will leave at 8:30 AM. 1 hour left.he took some tea at the station shop.trains is arriving at the station and leaving.Passengers,colies,security guards running and walking in the station.busy very busy.sadhin heard a voice of a woman.he realized that his train is waiting to leave.He took his bag and rushed to the train.he found his compartment and seat.there are a lot of man and woman ,Single and double,trying to enter in the train.there are four seats face to face in a part of the compartment.sadhin took one seat.the other one of the two seats in front of him was occupied by a young girl.she is as old as sadhin.she is look like very beautiful and charming.A different kind of gril.her clothing was traditional.A piece of cloth called 'orna' was covering her head,ear,neck.sadhin was observing her until a whistle.train leaving the station slowly.silnce everywhere in the compartment.after some moment,he took a look at the girl.She was also looking at him.there was a shyness in her face.she instantly turned her eyes towards the outside world from the window beside her so is sadhin.She again looked at sadhin in a way that sadhin is a lover boy.their love just began.the other seat beside her was occupied by a Muslim priest as his clothing was white cap and white dress.he was also seeing us.sadhin felt uncomfortble in front of him to do love openly.The train stopped at a station for 15 minutes.passengers going out of the train.they are eating,talking throughout the station platorm. busy everywhere.suddenly sadhin discovered that the girl is not in her seat.Sadhin is planning to take a nap.after some moment the train started slowly.the girl appeared in her seat.now she was holding a bag.a ladies bag.opened.it was full of cosmetics as much as sadhin guessed.she took a mirror and was cleaning her face.she took a mobile and dialed someone.sadhin was seeing her talking.sadhin guessed that she might have talked with her family or lover.Lover!.she is not seem to be married or may be.If she was married,she would not make love with sadhin. sadhin felt sick thinking that.if he is making love with a married woman then this will be called 'porokia'.whatever their love(eye love is appropriate) continuing. 11 AM,a Local station The train stopped at the platform of another local station.sadhin came out of the train.he took some cake and tea from the platform shop.seeing something he amused.it was a chocolate.at that moment it is not an ordinary one.he thought it would give him a mouthfresh impression in front of the girl.she is in his mind every moment.he took the "chlor mint" chocolate.it gave him a freshness and excitement as he feels after brushing tooth.whisle blows.the train is ready to leave.he took his seat.A change,no muslim priest beside his lover girl.A man replaced the seat.he is look like a young guy.But must be older than sadhin.The girl now showing her shyness more than ever with such a attitude that a wife does with her husband occassionaly.a love full of smile,shyness and eye contact.what to do at that moment.sadhin looked through the window to take a interval in love.a interval!!,or what could he do?....enough is not very good.the world through the window is looked like a moving world.Buildings,trees,shops,field of goods passing by the window. sadhin realized the law of Einstein-'the law of relativity' in that moment. the man beside the young girl asked 'where will you go?' 'I will leave the train at the next station' she replied. They were talking with each other.sometimes she tried to look at sadhin. An intimacy has been grown between the man and the young lady in 15 minutes. sadhin felt not so good.So he concentrated on the other people in the compartment.In this type of local train,there are no electric fans,good lighting systems...different kinds of people like men,old men,women,children gathered here and there.they are being pushed at the local station.This is the situation of a developing or poor countries.Rules are not applied everywhere.sadhin discovered that a young husband is expressing his love to his wife by eyes and expressions.But the wife is not pleased with him as her expression implies.in that moment the woman looked at me in a way that sadhin guessed she is regreting that he(sadhin) is not doing that kind of love or she want to express that sadhin is fit enough for that kind of love or she is unhappy that his husband is not the appropriate one to do that kind of love with her or whatever.Only God knows what is the fact.Human nature is very difficult to realize. 'what is your mobile number' asked the man beside my lover girl. the girl said the numbers so loudly that sadhin heard and other people beside her also heard.did she make me hear? or wahtever.A fantasy in my mind thinking that i will call her later. 12:30 PM A local station Next station arrived.train rested for a while.passengers going in and out of the train.The girl is also ready to leave.sadhin is still silent.She is going slowly passing sadhin,wanting to hear something from sadhin or may be not.sadhin turned back to see her for a smile.But he did not see her face.At last he felt that they made it a distance love.sadhin realized the conclusion.He like spy movies.he like 'james bonds' movies (die another day,the world is not enough e.t.c)."james Bond" a character who makes love(but sexual) with different kinds of women. 11.PM Bed room 'Hello we met in the train today and i was sitting in front of your seat. you showed your love and shyness to me.remember?you gave your mobile number someone.I heard it!.' 'who are you.what do you want' a hard voice of a man answered. 'I want to talk with the woman who journeyed by train today.isn't it her mobile' sadhin replied. A pause. 'what do you want' a male voice answered again. Sadhin cut the line while feeling anger. |