life,

oh dear,
my life.
what should i call this everlasting love,hate,and feel.
its amazing one day but soon changing. im happy for my grades, and my love. oh how i love him. he keeps me safe and warms my soul like im sitting around a camp fire after hours of cold rain. he is my world. and they, those friends of mine are my spinners, or so the little things that make my world go round. oh dear, i cant explain how lucky i am. how proud of my family and friends. how amazing life is, although sometimes i hate it. take a second and think about how lucky you are, just to be here. even though you may be going through hard or unbarable times. i know what its like, we all do! or so i think. maybe its just a stage. right?