Becoming the Coward

These troubled thoughts still plague my mind
I'm becoming the coward and committing the crime
There isn't much left of who I once was
I'm clinging to hope and fighting with time

I know You Are although I can't see
You've always been here and never left me
I just wish I could stop the worry and tears
I want to be still, patient, and see

But I've fallen apart and I'm scattered around
My body is dead and lies on the ground
Can You lift me away from this threatening place?
Can You hear me calling though I make no sound?

Maybe after it's over and I finally see
I will realize how You never left me
But for now I will cower and shiver and quake
Until You arrive and I feel You with me