To Know

I want to know the feeling of the endless fall,
To know the rush,
To know how it feels to be held all night,
To know how to cry without shedding a tear,
To laugh without making a sound. 
I want to know how it feels to breath underwater,
To know how to stand in quicksand and not sink.
I want to know how you can drown with laughter and not die,
To know how to die from love and live through the pain.
I want to know how to quiver when it's not cold,
To not get wet when I'm standing in the pouring rain.
I want to know how to fall when I'm already on the ground.
I want to know how to love and be loved by someone.