Welcome to me

Alone in the night, suffering through darkness of tears,
falling into the depths of your soul.
I stumble around your heart, lost within your veins of pain
reaching out to me, running the other way.
I sit and cry alone, take what I am and hold your pride.
I am needing and sinking lower as the simple act hides the truth
of being let down, when in return there is no need.
Wandering about the un-calm sea's are we, floating in the wind taking every breath
we've got to hold onto the fear and pain we thought would ease

Dark blankets of silence cover and thunder drowns the pure reality of reality, only blame, no shame in the way of a broken heart.
A million lives I've lived in agony alone, the total consumption of nothing sears whats left of that I sought.
Only to find myself still alone at the end of the day, in an empty cold home.
So many dreams drempt out the window of light, flickers of happy blown out by the lies, deception and shame, that never cease for me to function through my mind of fame.
Completly entertwined, I bring you into thee, sometimes sane, continued and consumed by the fear of pain.
This is me.