eatin of my lyrics

people dont know how i feel sometimes and sometimes i dont even know how i feel

i feel like i cant even talk to anybody not even GOD!! i feel like im not even real , i

feel like a piece of plastic. people dont know my pain and what i have to go through

they just think they do.  they pass judgement on me as if imma crack head living in

society. i eat,  yeah i eat,  i love it!!  its my home, my parents, and some how i

can relate to it. being alone in the world is hard and a challenge. i guess what

they say is true "you never know untile you ask". how you gone ask me do i eat

with yo judgemental ass!! you just make me feel bad about myself as if im not

human. im tired, im tired of feeling like i dont belong to the lyrics to my song

i love you and you hurt me. i dont think i would ever forget what you did to me

jan 8,2008. i look skinny and im not eating. i continue to sit there and listen to your

bad language and tears runnin down my face just taking it in. yeah you right i may

be starving but its of the love i have for you. r these the real lyrics to my

song. i was afraid to express myself bc of you and bc of you i starve and die

everyday. i cant even tell the one person who means the most to me so i could

be set free. are these  the lyrics to my song that i wrote out for myself? is this really

the melody im writing words to? if it is it want even get its first hit