lost both

i can't stop blaming myself...
but is that really fair?
i know you think it's for the best...
but i just lost my wish.
i love you still...
i always will...
even though...you
don't think it shows...
i tried...but
what else can i do?
i loved you....
but i guess you realized i was
telling the truth...when i said..
i wasn't good enough for you...
now even though we both hope we'll be ok...
but nothings going to be the same....
so it seems like i lost the two most
important people a person could have.
my love.
and my best friend....