Trustworthy

trusting, greiving, falling apart
its not you, dont take it to heart
going, going, gone to shit
save whats left before you get hit
fighting, fighting, know the truth
run away from what you thought you knew
stumble, stumble, hit the ground
lose again what youd lost and found
weighing, weighing, all the loss
coming close to a worthy cause
worthless, worthless, weaken me
make me cry, make me bleed
tearing, tearing, through my thoughts
throw away all that ive fought
fighting to trust the things youve said
so shoot me in the fucking head
because i was never good enough.