Hurt... by myself

My heart’s pumping
My blood’s gushing
I cant stop
The tears
The fears

Resulting from problems
And even supposed solutions
I cant breathe
The stares
The glares

I wanna end it all
I wanna tell the world that’s it
I cant speak
The dead
The haunted

People have told me to stop
Told me it wasn’t the way
I cant quit
The blade
The hate

I know you will feel the pain
I know I will feel the pain
I cant escape
The hurt
The torture

Please don’t discriminate me
Please don’t take sympathy
I cant confide
The pride
The ego

I am unwilling to talk
I am unwilling to share
I cant learn
The secret
The darkness

I am unable to live
I am unable to let go
I cant smile
The blood
The scar

I want to stop cutting
I want to stop hurting
I cant act
The lines
The contour

Let go, girl
Let go
Let yourself learn
To pick yourself up
When you fall
Do not transfer pain
From the heart to the body
Its connected
Don’t don’t don’t…