faker

Faker.
Hiding behind the mask of embarrasment,
of fear,
of feelings.
Vicariously living life.
holding grudges.
losing the line between reality and where your mind wanders.
Whats real?
who's real?
hungry for love,
settling for sex.
indescisive,
scared,
lost.
controlled but completly out of control.
can't slow down,
but can't move forward.
screaming while no one can hear you.
running but no one can see you.
hiding with no one that will find you.
like trying to breathe in a crowded room full of smoke.
like trying to live.
like trying to be.