God's Mistake

He thinks about his lonely past
Wondering how long he's going to last
He's too scared to wish for more
And was never shown what he's living for
He numbs the pain, hurt starts to fade
As he scars himself with the blade
He pushes away all his friends
Now his tears will never end

Is he forgotten in life
Or be immortal with death
No one will know
Until his final breath

Love for him was never shown
So he lives his life all alone
He calls himself the suicide kid, the death machine
But everyone around says that's obscene
He lives inside his hollow head
Nothing he thinks is ever said
Now he's lost inside his fragile mind
Because loneliness is all he'll find

Is he forgotten in life
Or be immortal with death
He will never know
Until his final breath

Now he wonders, lying wide awake,
Can suicide fix God's mistake
Kill the pain he never shows
The pain inside that starts to grow

Is he forgotten in life
Or be immortal with death
He will never know
Until his final breath

He wipes the tears from his eyes
The plan is set, it's time to die
So he drives the dagger through his heart
Hoping he can find a fresh start