Coloured by Confusion

COLOURED BY CONFUSION                                                        Mary Newton
                                                                                   8th December 2007
Revealing my inner peace. I prepare myself
The Soul, ever loving, ever pure, ever so powerful.
I am a beautiful form of energy,
A life being and within this body I exist.
My energy surrounds my body in an aura of life.
The body will die, but I am eternal
I am creating a state of inner peace
I am aware of the wonderings of my mind, away from spirituality.

My experience of God at times is fading
Extended throughout by confusion, questions, doubts, fear and indifference.
I want to strengthen my connection and renew our relationship, 
Draw his power into me.
I want to make myself ready receptive of whom you are
I am willing to let go of some old attitudes and beliefs

I am pure and my pure heart should come out of hiding.
I will try concealing my dark secrets
Prepare to meet with an honest heart.
You are the most powerful being in the universe you are nothing but love,
Your love is unconditional and I don’t need to win your love,
So why should I fear you

I don’t need to make promises to you to prove to you that I am worthy 

My habit of feeling not good enough, is a waste of my energy
I rest in the assurity that I am worthy of your love and attention
I know that you communicate in many ways.
My desire is to be with you
I will perceive your presence
My perception of you may come in Words, Sounds or subtle feelings.

You know me better than I know myself, and with gratitude
I open to wisdom and guidance, Clarity, Courage, Power, Comfort, and Peace
I look and I listen to sense your presence

How do you create a state of inner peace and feel good?
How do you strengthen a connection and renew a relationship to experience love and draw power?

Forget your self-importance and search for that unconditional love.
Shame and embarrassment is not lead by asking questions.

Keep on asking and you will receive the answers,
Keep on searching and you will find,
Keep knocking and the door will open,
And when you ask you will receive.

- “This is my name to time indefinite” From the stars that fill the night sky to the fruit that grows on trees to the fish that swim in the oceans and the rivers.