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You let me down Again I help you I trust you Then you do it Again Always Like a huge glass sphere Breaking Again and again I try to put it together bit by bit But I fail again And you break Again Its raining, Down, down, down Just like me Always down Open your eyes Open your ears Hear the cries See the tears Dreaming Scheming Defying Trying Failing Crying Give in I’m screaming about dreaming About screaming about dreaming About screaming Volumous screaming Silent cries Shattered dreaming Unformed lies Endless nights Careless days Bloodless fights Crying strays Silent pleas Disguised behind Silent cries The wind blows my hair Like twigs in a hurricane The rain whips against my face Like ivy against a wall Your words hit me Like a shotgun blast Your insults break me Like an infant and a glass It kills me Like hunters and prey It kills me Day by day Why put the gun to your head if you’re already dead? Why commit suicide if you’ve already died? Stop trying to cure me with your poison. Each word takes me further away from the antidote. Further and further. Away. Give in Nothing works Don’t you get it? You with your calm perfect face You’ve never been broken Trampled and crushed You’re too perfect and you know it Don’t think you can understand You can’t You’re not like me I’m not like you Thank god for that You’re ugly You scare me Every time I look at you That body That face You I hate it You surround me Everywhere Left right Up Everywhere I can’t escape So I dig down Further into my hole I scream People look They can’t see the problem You’re too perfect No-one suspects you to be what you are They think you’re perfect They don’t see your insides The real you They don’t see me Only you No-one sees me when I’m hiding In my bedroom Under the bed Sobbing Crying They only see the perfect me The outside me The leader in me All the good in me That’s all they see You’re beautiful You’re handsome But you know it Perfect face Perfect hands Perfect arms Perfect legs Perfect life Perfect parents Perfect you Don’t you get it? When I walk away It means I hate you All of you Stop being perfect Stop being you Look around you Just look Look at the people Have they been broken? Are they broken? Will they be broken? Who knows? Look at him Ugly Look at her Nerdy Look at them Sad Think Think about it Think about the things they’ve gone through The shit they’ve wallowed through They done it the hard way They’ve done it my way You let me down Again I help you I trust you Then you do it Again Always Like a huge glass sphere Breaking Again and again I try to put it together bit by bit When I cut I don’t feel the pain I watch the blood Drip into the dust I watch it make Little abstract patterns When I cut It relaxes me It helps me |