black blood

my heart racing, my mind swarming, my thoughts dancing in the shadows of lies.

my heart slowly darkens from the black blood my life has deeply consumed from the constant betrayal

my over powering love has left me alone and empty, the only thing i have is my dreams of taking power this life that was intended to be mine

the cold sharp feeling forever piercing my back has made me stronger but is the gain of pride worth the never ending tears that my soul cries out when the darkness has over taken the sky?

the thought of everlasting love has my mind in knots of confusion. this barrier that the black blood has caused me to have is enhancing the possibility of that door closing on a chance for true happiness.


im a shell of what contains a dark thunderstorm that is built off of sorrow, the want of being loved by the ones who i have giving my heart to, the need to know that this life i have some how stumbled upon is going to be worth staying here and dealing with the constant transitions.

i suppose if the black blood doesn't over take my complete being i will someday see things in the speck of light that the world hides from extraordinary people living in the ordinary world and realize that i am here for a greater reason unknown to man