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I AM YOUR CLAY TABLE OF CONTENTS I AM YOUR CLAY, MOLD AS YOU WILL 3 TAKE MY SOUL AND LIFT ME UP 4 I HAVE NOT MET YOU, BUT YOU ARE HERE 5 HE KNEW I WOULD BE HERE 5 THROUGH HIS EYES HE SAW ME FALL 6 SHOULD OF, COULD OF, WOULD OF 7 LET ME FEEL THROUGH YOUR HEART 8 THROUGH YOUR EYES I SEE YOUR SORROW 8 MY LIFE HAS COME FULL CIRCLE 9 THERE IS A REASON WHY HE IS MIGHTY 10 THERE IS SOMETHING – LISTEN TO YOUR HEART 11 HE LOOKS DOWN AT ME TODAY 11 CHALLENGE MY HEART OH LORD I PRAY 12 SOFTEN THIS CALLUSED HEART 13 EACH DAY TUGGING AT MY VERY WEAKNESS 13 SHE WAS THE ONE WHO HELD MY HAND 14 SMILE 15 SHE IS NOT ME 15 THIS IS OUR CHILD 15 SHE LAUGHS 16 PEACE IS HOPE OF THE WORLD 17 MANY TIMES I HAVE HAD MY WAY, STRAYING AWAY 17 I SENSE YOUR LOSS 18 I am your clay, mold as you will As a sheep I follow you Searching, waiting for my shepherd Where have I gone - it is so dark and alone Will I ever find my way home? It has been so hard, I thought I was strong My ways were wrong, I ache with shame What have I done to my life, my loves? How can I start, what do I have to offer My love is here, my heart is here Waiting for you, forgive me, lift my spirits Let me swim in your vast ocean of love Searching, daring to believe again That what once consumed my very being Could consume my soul Keep me from my weakness Strengthen my Faith Tolerating my stubborn heart Now only filled with remorse and pain Pierce my heart Lord Drench me with your loving grace You are my Salvation, my Father, my God You have always been here Although back hidden, somewhere I have come full circle I never thought I would be in this spot again How many mistakes, must a person make? Will I never learn? Make me strong Forgive me Lord, for my faults I have no right to ask for your love To think you will be there When I can not even trust myself Cover me with your shield Guide my actions, thoughts and life I am the Mother, one they look to for guidance How can I be so wrong, shelter us from the outside Protect me from my enemies The enemies that divide my families Lord Give me wisdom, strength and peace I am your clay, work my life Lord Mold me with patient corners Caress me with gentle hands Forming me into the strong woman You always knew I was I am only one of your sheep who has run away from your flock Your Grace is sufficient for all of us Give me time Lord to make right my wrongs I have always loved you; my will has been broken I have seen how wrong I can be in decisions I have made Give me time Lord, to give back to you what I have taken Let me Live, Love & Learn You Take my soul and lift me up Let my life be a joy to you Burdens and hurts are strengths to me Or I would not be here Thank you for the pain My aching body, my spirit broken Now I am in this place again Where I never thought I would be You have always been there Looking over my shoulder With a silent voice I took no heed With a patient heart You let me make my choices I know as a parent the Love I have You my heavenly parent- How much more Love, you have always given I judge myself, I know my faults Circumstances that overwhelmed me Empower me Lord -Make me whole I am your vessel; fill me with your grace Take these shingles of my eyes Let me see my wrongs Let me help others who like me have gone astray Work in my life, how you will Make your purpose my will Let me follow -filled with your spirit I have not met you, but you are here You are young- you have much to see Where will you go? A beautiful child, one I' m sure your parents treasure Let me take your hand and be a part of your life We need you too We have much and would like to show you we care Let us share a smile, a thought a laugh Let me be your friend, though miles away You are in our hearts He knew I would be here Once again kneeling at his feet Before I was even thought of, my life was mapped out The straight and narrow -has not always been my choice So I have had to find things out the hard way as many Down here where I am alone, With no one but myself to get me out of the mess I come to you Forgive me What peace I feel, in your presence Praising your name, living in peace within myself I have never been what others wanted me to be But you have always been here for me You love me - You have like a parent loved me Protected under your umbrella a shield Watching over me quietly, letting me make my choices I have no right to expect that you would love me That you would give me a chance to love you Thank you for giving me this chance Lord I have grown-I have seen how wrong I can be You have forgiven me, but can I forgive myself You gave everything - so that I may be given a new Life Through his eyes he saw me fall Through his heart-he felt my sorrow In his death, he gave me life, by his grace I am saved His body broken for me, waters baptizing me I am a new being Giving me a new life Each day waking and ending with your promises Let me be steadfast, breathing, eating, living your word In your circle of faith, make me strong Through my eyes I see your works Through my heart I feel l your love In my live I am dead to the world My body a temple to you I am a new being giving others - New Hope Each day I am waking up and ending my day with you Steadfast, living your word Within this circle of faith I'm strong You can not elude me I am here You can not hide your secrets Your heart is here Open - I can see all Nothing is hidden from me Mistakes and hurts felt and caused by you Many forget, others don't care Some sit on a fence Watching and following the crowd Your peers mean more to you than your God I am watching you The challenges of life at time are hard Your life may be constantly on edge But I am always here, carrying you under my wings Remember my purpose - your purpose So sweet are my promises to you Should of, could of, would of This is Judgment Day These are the excuses given When the time is no more How will I defend myself? What have I done? Who have I turned to? God? When did I give to him the praises and glory? Only coming to him when in trouble or hurt Rejected by the world - he was always there Forgiving me - Loving me This is Judgment Day I have been your servant In eternal life I will praise your name Hosanna You are my deliverer, my comforter Many times I have come to you for peace and assurance Questioning but always believing your word Shepherd King- teach me to be faithful As a small child as you Without the weapons and excuses We all have come to rely on Your belief saved many And can teach us what a small child Or faith can do We all have many giants in our life That overpowers us mentally and physically Let me learn from you Let me feel through your heart Let my hands be your hands My work is you work Let me stand beside you Taking your lead - I will follow I am a child lost in the dark Searching for what, where am I going? Challenge me Lord Search me Work through this vessel Let your will be mine My will be yours I am tired, give me strength Energize my very being With worship and praise I daily receive your gifts I daily ask for more Through your eyes I see your sorrow Through my eyes I see your pain Once strong, alive with warmth and vigor Now only the last minutes remain Our time is short, but the memories will always shine They live in my children Your Love has never been questioned My Love has never been so needy Each stroking the other with kind words Encourager, friend Mother, what a wonderful name God gave children the comfort The Love no other could have other than God You gave of yourself, unselfishly Proud of the children you raised Though hurt many times with mistakes I’ve made You always left the door open your heart open for me Now I am a Mother, what a wonderful gift I will encourage, and be a friend I treasure each moment God has given me with you Showering you with praises, and Sharing your hurts and most dreams Soon you will, walk in these shoes as a parent I hope you will be patient, when you feel lost Keep God in your heart, praying constantly for guidance When you are alone, here as I am right now I can look at you and know why I am here to be your Mother the Best Mother I can be! My life has come full circle I am back with you You knew me while I was in my mother's womb Each step I have taken you have been beside me My life has many curves, but I always had you Through tears, hate and rejection I always knew you were there Waiting for me to break Waiting for me to turn back to you Waiting for me to yield to you I Rejoice, I am here Peace fills my heart Warmth of your Love is here in me Let me wake each morning Living each day for you Drench my heart with your Love Search my heart Lord, make me whole I always knew you were there Waiting for me to break Waiting for me to turn back to you Waiting for me to yield to you When I have a need, He’s here Leaving it at his feet and I believe The faith of a child is all I need In God’s great wisdom, I shall receive He knows the hair on my head, when I was in my mother’s womb Do you think he doesn’t know me now? He knew I would be here Asking, seeking his word – how great He is Ask and I will receive, He is waiting for me – only to ask Join the family of believers Live for him – He is the reason He is ready to give There is a reason why He is Mighty There is a reason to believe He gave his son because He loved us This is the reason to believe He emptied his life & gave us freedom He shares his Love and eternal home If we only believe Give him your heart Walk in his footsteps Ask for wisdom, feed on his word He is the reason He guides and protects us We are his sheep Thank you Lord, for giving me time to return home Giving me a second chance I am not worthy As your child I have many of your promises My heart holds on and believes Thank you God – you are eternal Open my heart – use my life Make me strong, I Believe There is something – listen to your heart Open your mind and see Leave the rest to him He lives in us I do believe, we should agree Follow his word and believe Watch your life Warn your friends Read and Believe He is the Greatest We are his sheep He looks down at me today With stretched out arms Calling me close, within my soul Through the filter of the cross I am saved Through the filter of the cross I believe Many days I’ve wasted Choices draining my life Now I’m at his feet Remembering Through the filter of the cross I am saved Though the filter of the cross I believe He is my Saviour He lives in me Praising your name Intercede through me Through the filter of the cross You have saved me Through the filter of the cross I believe Now my longing is over My comforter is all that I need Challenge my heart oh Lord I pray Use me, your servant again today Lifting your name in praise today Thank you Lord for these things I pray For the air so clean, I breathe each day Laughter and calmness The sight of nature – unique beauty This weak frail body A tool of yours, reaching the world Through one small child’s smile The silent words that never will be spoken The secrets and regrets and hearts broken No caring hearts to listen? God’s ear is always open At his feet in forgiveness we pray The Lord takes my emptiness away You have been my only refuge Cradled as a child in my Fathers’ arms I rest assured of your Love You sooth my heart Unconditional love, you have always been there Waiting for me when I fall I as your child, I have many faults You, my Father in heaven forgive and renew My soul is cleansed and I know it’s so My spirit is well, fresh with new hope Decisions are now made with you in mind Keep me close to your word Shield my heart from lust and hate Fill me with your living water Jesus Soften this callused heart Sift out lives worries Wash my soul As a child with a new heart Carry me through my problems You are in control I give you my all I am exhausted and my life is laid down To you God, my comforter Thank you for loving me enough To forgive my selfish heart Let me encourage my sister & brother Not judging, for I will be judged Lighten my heart – polish this stone My life molded in service for you Each day tugging at my very weakness Listening to that dark, hidden child Knowing full well the consequences of my actions Yet I am ready to take that leap Carelessly, I shatter another dream Haphazardly, I sever another hold I have this constant whirlwind tossing about in my life Ready to destroy any happiness, I may find Pure and just, my heart longs for the truth, the peace Prisms within my world each a slice of change Entangled in contradiction, hypocrisy Forfeiting, life The very depth of my soul is torn, broken This urgency to act on feelings Without searching my thoughts We have all made these choices Know that person in the mirror is a stranger How can I distinguish that scared child from this? She was the one who held my hand Held me when I was alone She gave me the patience, and gentle heart To live with today’s heartaches A warrior herself of lonely dreams lost She realized her dreams might be lived through us Some of those dreams were nightmares We still haven’t woken up from yet When did she start given up As a child her life was shattered Entangled in abuse and condemned To living other people dreams Feeling others hurts Always thinking of others before herself In the back of her mind she is still wondering When is it her turn Her turn to be happy, and be free Will she ever be in love again? She loves and has loved, but has not been in love for so long Her heart almost aches searching for passion Hoping, believing again but always disappointment wins My life is following her tracks I can feel those empty echoes The cold shoulder, the nights alone, so alone What am I here for, were am I going I still do not know Now I have someone following my footsteps Can I give her better dreams, more hope? Will she be challenged enough, to make her desires real? Let me be as good as my teacher and let me shine Let her paths be easier, her heart always love Creating memories that are precious So that when she comes to this day She will look back and know, we have all been there, here May you be full of peace and love my sweet daughter A woman, mother, sister, friend, daughter my love Smile Smile so sweet Smile of deceit Smile of a child Smile of lover Smile like a butterfly Smile of dreams Smile of innocents Smile in your eyes Smile hiding lies Smile changing minds Smiles saying hello Smiles crying goodbye Smiles whispering secrets Smiles telling the truth Smile like a devil Smile like a monkey Smile of a grandparent Smiles so transparent Smiles telling half truths Smile like an angle Smiles as he looks down on us Smile your smile no one else has Smile like a sneak Smile so meek Smile of belief Smile of relief Smile of awe Smile for us all Smile bountiful and free Smiles for you and for me Smile my love Smile from above Smile from your love A smile so true just for you She is not me But it’s plain to see The hurt she feels Has lived long in me Now through her My beliefs are relived She is stronger Yet so naive to forget This is our child Yet her eyes are as a stranger So dim and scared Has she forgotten where her home is? Have we forgotten she was a part of us? Or have we just given up She made her bed now she must lie in it We all make mistakes – why must you all judge The loneliness, pretense A smile hides a multitude of sorrow She laughs She cries I wonder why This sweet mild child Can be so wild We play and sing and dance some days And this is how we like to play Running, jumping and playing a tune Even sometimes being a fool She looks at me and thinks I’m strange But wants to be just like me She wants to be a big girl, now she’s only 3 The memories I’ll have as she sits here on my knee My girls, my lovely special forever princess Sometimes I have no answers I see your sorrow and bitterness Yet I cannot make your heart peaceful Others have heart you, as you let them in your heart They have deceived you, told you untruths You can only believe what you see If you have any faith in me, in my love You will see I’m not perfect, I have made mistakes Only half truths have been spoken My life, my hurts, how can we ever go on I am not this horrible person they imagine But I am one who let people use and hurt me Using me for their pleasure and pain I have grown, learned and died One day you may understand the hurts of my heart One day you may feel some of these pains I have All I know is time passes and some of the pain goes away But the memories will always be there Make your memories count Don’t let anyone cheat you out of these whispers of hope. Peace is hope of the world Peace is freedom untold Sharing, giving, helping all Family to family we all have a call Reach out to someone Show that you care, start with just one You will make a difference We will make a difference If we have hope There is always hope Many times I have had my way, straying away Far from home, I thought alone Now looking, I realize you always were there Though you never said no, you were always my shadow Some may say it is fate, or call it their destiny Your master plan like a painting of my life In my mothers womb you knew me Each hair on my head Before creation you knew The child I am Your child, how could I have known? I would be here Lifting me up, holding me in your arms Giving me enough room to find out for myself Making me strong, believing and trusting only in you You are my Peace, when I cry You are my Peace, when I am broken The days I don’t want to look at another soul You cradle me, quietly loving me, just me No other could love this way No other can heal my pain So real, yet long ago My past holding the key, only whispers away Only my Father’s Love is sufficient I sense your loss I feel your grief Three gone leaving only memories Brother-sister-and now mom What can I say? What would I do? We have never been close But I care and love you as family As part of our life is gone As in many other things Death of a relationship Of a friendship Of a era We can only look back and say I should of, could of The aching loss All the questions All the things that we wanted to say Time is gone, life goes on Make sure that our relationships are good and true You are in my heart and I cry for your loss May the Prince of peace be with you |