Could it Be?

As I lay awake in a turmoil of pain
I simply realize there is nothing to gain.
Two lovers' lives were shredded apart,
A feeling of sadness that comes from the heart.
A pain deep inside unable to share
These thoughts of wonder, with no one to care.
As I lay awake in a turmoil of pain
I simply realize there is nothing to gain.
My helpless heart was torn in two,
The only one to mend would be you.
This pain of mine was too much to show;
These thoughts of wonder that no one can know.
As I sit here and write of a lovers great pain,
My words realize there is nothing to gain.
I wasn't sorry because I never cried,
No questions were asked like "how?" or "why?".
This pain of mine was just simply wrong.
Of course I was grateful, because you had gone...